urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8 m3g@n©mL m3g@n©mL 2004-12-02T23:37:59Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:34388 2004-12-02T23:37:59Z 2004-12-02T23:37:59Z I have a new journal. <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_lostt_inside' lj:user='lostt_inside' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://lostt-inside.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://lostt-inside.livejournal.com/'><b>lostt_inside</b></a></span> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:34053 2004-11-28T20:50:15Z 2004-12-01T03:06:23Z Lose My Breath <p>Yesterday when I woke up I went to the mall to order new volleyball shoes..there <font color="#ffcc00">YELLOW!</font> when I got home Lindsey called and asked me if I wanted to come over.I decided to get some subway first and when I got in I saw Mrs. Rashid(Choir teacher).. we talked about the upcoming consert while the trainy took an hour to make our sadwiches. When I got to Lindseys she figured out that she left her purse at FarmerJack so I had to run my ass all the way to farmerJack to find it.good think I was there cuz she would have just stood by the guy working the Uscan and not gone to lost and found. they had the purse and went back to he house...sat..brittany came over..sat... we were really bored so we went "ding dong doorbelling";) almost got arested..Brit stepped in dog poop haha! Lindsey and I ran into eachother.I have a bump :(.. finally we got back to lindseys after an hour. we wathched city of angels but I fell asleep at the begining. Lindsey Brittany and I are prob ganna hang out tonight.call us.&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 8:00AM practice tomorrow :( </p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:33603 2004-11-27T05:00:46Z 2004-11-27T05:03:36Z View From Heaven <p><font face="Verdana" size="2">i'm just so <em>tired<br></em>wont you sing me to sleep<br>and fly through my dreams<br>so i can hitch a ride with you tonight<br>and get <font size="4">away from this place</font><br>have a <u>new</u> <u>name</u> <u>and</u> <u>face</u><br>i just <strong><em>aint</em></strong> the same without you in my life<br>late night drives, all alone in my car<br>i can't help but start<br>singing lines from all our favorite songs<br>and melodies in the air <br>singin life just <strong>aint</strong>&nbsp; <em>fair</em><br>sometimes <em>i</em> still just <font size="4">can't</font> <strong><u>believe you're gone</u></strong><br>and im sure the view from heaven<br>beats the hell out of mine here<br>and if we all believe in heaven,<br>maybe we'll make it through one more year <br>down here<br><br><font size="4">feel your fire</font>, <br>when its cold in my heart<br>and <em>things sorta start<br>remindin' &nbsp;me&nbsp; of&nbsp; &nbsp;my&nbsp; last&nbsp; night&nbsp; with&nbsp; you</em><br><strong>i only need one more day</strong><br><u>just one more chance</u> to say<br><em><strong>i wish</strong></em> that i had gone up with you too<br>and i'm sure the view from heaven <br>beats the hell out of mine here<br>and if we all believe in heaven<br>maybe we'll make it through one more year <br>down here<br><br>you wont be comin' back<br>and <u>i didn't get to say </u><em>goodbye</em><br>i <u><em><strong>really</strong></em></u> wish i got to say goodbye<br>and im sure the view from heaven <br>beats the hell out of mine here<br>and if we all believe in heaven <br>maybe we'll make it through one more year<br><strong><em>i hope</em></strong> that all is well in heaven<br>cause <font size="4">it's all shot to hell</font> down here<br>i<u> hope that i find you</u> in heaven<br>cause<strong> i'm</strong> so...<br><em>lost</em><strong> without you</strong> down here<br>you wont be coming back<br>and <em>i <u>didn't</u> get to say goodbye</em><br><em>i <font size="4">really</font> wish i got to say goodbye</em></font><br></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p><em><font color="#ffffff">i&nbsp;miss you</font></em></p> <p><em><font color="#ffffff">and</font></em></p> <p><em><font color="#ffffff">i love you with all my heart</font></em></p> <p><em><font color="#ffffff">June 6<u>th</u>, 1999</font></em></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:32886 2004-11-24T00:20:58Z 2004-11-24T00:20:58Z Jamie I MADE THE JV VOLLEYBALL TEAM!!!!!<br />Congrats to the other girls! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:32576 2004-11-21T04:24:39Z 2004-11-21T04:24:39Z One year, six months Went to go see saw with Kara Lindsey Britany Sara Adam and Joe.. It was really good even tho Adam Kara and I came in late because we took a wrong turn. My dad picked my up and Bobby and Derek came over for a little bit.<br />I have to hang out with my cousins and grandma tomorrow. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:32350 2004-11-16T23:04:03Z 2004-11-16T23:04:03Z another one bites the dust <p>Theres a freeaking mouse in my room! WTF!</p> <p>oooglygirl8: AHH OMG<br>oooglygirl8: THERES A MOUSE IN MY ROOM<br>totalhoops247: omg <br>totalhoops247: r u for real <br>oooglygirl8: i knos<br>oooglygirl8: yes!<br>oooglygirl8: omg<br>totalhoops247: not just the mouse that u play on the comp with <br>oooglygirl8: and my mom just set o fucking trap<br>totalhoops247: can u see it like right now <br>oooglygirl8: no it went in my closet<br>totalhoops247: r u in ur roon <br>oooglygirl8: yes<br>oooglygirl8: I'm standing on a chair<br>totalhoops247: omg <br>totalhoops247: haha <br>totalhoops247: ur so cute<br>totalhoops247: i love u <br>oooglygirl8: omg<br>oooglygirl8: I want it out<br>oooglygirl8: ahhh<br>totalhoops247: bah <br>totalhoops247: lol <br>oooglygirl8: omg I'm soo fucking mad<br>oooglygirl8: I just want it out of my room<br>totalhoops247: haha <br>totalhoops247: lmao <br>totalhoops247: kill it with ur hands<br>totalhoops247: like stab it <br>totalhoops247: ehhh <br>oooglygirl8: omg are you stupid<br>oooglygirl8: lol<br>totalhoops247: lol <br>oooglygirl8: yeah I'll stab it good idea shelly<br>totalhoops247: lol <br>totalhoops247: i am not kidding <br>oooglygirl8: you know sometimes I'm so jealous of you brain<br>totalhoops247: i think my dad did that once <br>totalhoops247: ahha <br>oooglygirl8: eww<br>totalhoops247: u shoul dbe <br>totalhoops247: i am brilliant<br>oooglygirl8: my dad stomped on a mouse once<br>totalhoops247: seeeeee<br>totalhoops247: STOMP ON IT <br>totalhoops247: lol <br>oooglygirl8: haha<br>totalhoops247: i would so stomp on it if i was there<br>totalhoops247: i would wresle it <br>oooglygirl8: Shelly I'm standing on a fucking chair..and its in my fucking closet with the door shut and a trap set.... I dont' think I can just walk up to mr. mouse and stomp on him<br>totalhoops247: haha <br>totalhoops247: lmao <br>totalhoops247: mr. mouse<br>totalhoops247: ahha <br>totalhoops247: damn straight <br>totalhoops247: respect the mouse<br>totalhoops247: ahah<br>oooglygirl8: I don't even want to get out of this chair..<br>oooglygirl8: HAHA<br>totalhoops247: lol <br>oooglygirl8: I was listening to yellowcard full blast..jammin.. doing my homework..and the I look over and theres s fucking mouse by my boomb box<br>oooglygirl8: lol<br>totalhoops247: haha <br>totalhoops247: jammin with the mouse<br>totalhoops247: ahah <br>totalhoops247: was the mouse dancin <br>oooglygirl8: probably..but when I looked he got imbarrised<br>totalhoops247: lol for sure<br>totalhoops247: for sure<br>oooglygirl8: and ran into my fucking closet like a little bitch<br>totalhoops247: ahha <br>totalhoops247: pussy<br>oooglygirl8: ahh</p> <p>Tryouts start thursday for Volleyball. I'm soooooo scared</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:32009 2004-11-16T01:01:48Z 2004-11-16T01:01:48Z I love him I'm so confused... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:31987 2004-11-12T20:36:36Z 2004-11-13T06:08:49Z soo sad :(..just found out my baby is grounded for like 2 months :(<br />Lindsey came over wednesday after school and we went over to mikes house..played some halo2 and its gay! left around 11 and went back to my house..lindsey and I went crazy.. it was baithing suit night that night cuz we would have been in florida :(...<br />Thursday Lindsey and I woke up to Bella jumping on top of us..ger. we woke up at like 1 and then went to see The Incredibles.. it was good. at night my dad took Lindsey and I to rent movies..we got Shrek2 and The Stepford Wives.. The Stepford Wives was GAY!!<br />Today skip school with lindsey.. then went to fountainwalk with Lindsey Jena and Amanda.. Lindsey is spending the night AGAIN omg! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:31186 2004-11-11T04:20:46Z 2004-11-11T04:20:46Z drop it like its hott I LOVE YOU DEAN! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:30942 2004-11-10T19:36:27Z 2004-11-10T19:36:27Z Just found out I'm not going to florida anymore :( I was so excited too... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:30566 2004-11-10T02:57:06Z 2004-11-10T02:57:06Z bend and not break Florida tomorrow! ah I'll miss you!<br />love urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:30418 2004-11-09T01:44:14Z 2004-11-09T01:44:14Z Living in your letters FLORIDA IN 2DAYS urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:30094 2004-11-08T01:45:21Z 2004-11-08T01:53:45Z Yesterday Colin and Shelly picked me up and we went out to lakeland to deans house... had some fun and went back to Shellys.. shelly and I eat like every scrap of food in her house and laughed the entire night.. today Shelly and I pretty much just sat around doing NOTHING and talked the whole day..<br />3daystillFLORIDA! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:29766 2004-11-06T00:09:54Z 2004-11-06T00:56:16Z chi vuol la zingarella <p>Didn't have school tuesday so monday night Lindsey and I went over to skots house..Steve scott and roffi were there and we hung out there till about 12 and then went back to Karas. Lindsey came over in the morning..hung out and watched Kill Bill 1 and 2. Lindsey came over after school wendesday and we took tons of pictures.. Thursday I had to go say goodbye to my grandparents because there going to florida and then I had my frist day of segment two drivers training..max is good and Danielle is in my class so of course I'm NEVER board lol.("pop quiz, who am I?") Shelly just stopped by a few hours ago and I have not seen her in a while so it was a plesent suprise! we havent hung out in the longest time and I forgot how much fun we used to have..I miss her.<br>Florida in 6 days!!!!!!!!!</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;</p><a name="cutid1"></a> <img src="http://image22.webshots.com/23/6/90/94/212169094iHOxCC_ph.jpg"><img src="http://image18.webshots.com/18/6/91/20/212169120IqVuTH_ph.jpg"><img src="http://image20.webshots.com/20/6/91/38/212169138QCkCut_ph.jpg"><img src="http://image22.webshots.com/22/6/91/48/212169148cbzXMl_ph.jpg"><img src="http://image22.webshots.com/23/6/91/64/212169164fixqVK_ph.jpg"><img src="http://image20.webshots.com/21/6/92/20/212169220MCYfjT_ph.jpg"><img src="http://image18.webshots.com/18/6/92/27/212169227YrdkJz_ph.jpg"><img src="http://image20.webshots.com/21/6/92/37/212169237fGAgSZ_ph.jpg"><img src="http://image18.webshots.com/19/6/92/84/212169284fVOKhC_ph.jpg"><img src="http://image18.webshots.com/19/6/93/7/212169307olGRvl_ph.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:29367 2004-11-01T00:18:42Z 2004-11-01T00:18:42Z Not for the life of me Went to a play called Thoroughly Modern Millie at the Fisher with my mom grandma aunt cherrie aunt lynn Brandy and meghan... it was really good and I had some fun. on our way out everone was walking slow but me and meghan and this homeless guy came up to me and asked "you wanna buy me a micdonalds sandwich" he repeated it twice and I got scared so I walked back and stood by meghan and he asked her the same question and she said no lol!<br />Lindseys coming over soon to spend the night. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:28946 2004-10-30T17:12:46Z 2004-10-30T17:12:46Z Over and over Last night- Went out to dinner with Jena Amanda Lindsey kara Nita brian jason and _?_ at outback..we were all going to a halloween party after so Lindsey Nita Jena amanda and i were dressed as hooters girls and kara was a pirate HAHA..so Kara and I went out to the car for a second and these two extreemly drunk 21 year olds hit on us..haha. Went to Stephanie's party and after an hour the cops came and everyone went home. Karas mom picked Lindsey Kara and i up and we went to 711 then Karas house.. just talked for a while and went to sleep. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:28762 2004-10-23T23:01:02Z 2004-10-23T23:01:02Z well. Thursday my brother got eye surgery and I've been helping him out. My dog got spaded and shes not sapposed to be outside with our being chained up.. we left the basement door open and for got and she got out so I went to get her and she ran away..so my brother mom and I were all outside running all over the place trying to get her back.. She went into the woods and came out with a dead huge rodant of some kind and I flipped out.. she jumped in the pond(shes not sapposed to get wet..) and after about a half hour of chasing her around Josh and I cornered her and Josh draged her inside.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:28496 2004-10-20T02:31:24Z 2004-10-20T02:31:24Z you raise me up Carly,Lindsey,Derek,and Chad came over..went to wendys..and Lindsey did Dereks hair while Carly and I had a nice study session in my closet! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:28254 2004-10-10T19:59:53Z 2004-10-10T19:59:53Z Give it to me baby Went to homecoming lastnight..it was sorta fun.I guess. Drove around with Kara Lindsey and Nancey..got toca bell.stop at Jakes party and left in a matter of minutes..when back to Karas and Derek Bobby Rob and Justin came over. Ben and AJ stoped by and were saposed to stay but Bobby scared them away/ crazy<br />Lindsey left to go to work.Kara and I woke up at 11ish..ate and walked to the party store.I droped my camera:( now I'm home bored out of my mind urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:28064 2004-10-03T01:23:41Z 2004-10-03T01:26:56Z <p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <u>In rememberence of Daniela</u></p> 10/02/04 <p>Whoww! If your hungary for a hunk of fat and juicy meat, Eat my buddy Pumba here cause he is a treat. Come on down and dine and he tastes fine alls ya have to do is get in line. Are ya acon'(yup yup yup) for some bacon(yup yup yup) hes a big pig(yup yup) you can be a big pig too oy!<br>So how he ganna ditch the do do?<br>I don't know its some kind of soup.</p> Fun time/I miss you haha! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:27429 2004-09-25T13:27:12Z 2004-09-25T13:27:12Z Went to a Bonfire lastnight with Chris and Lindsey. sat around for a bit and then drove to 7~11 there were a lot of kids there and we all just sat and talked. Went back to Chriss with everyone. Derek,Justin,Chris,and Bobby came by and we went for a walk. They left and Brad Lindsey and I went to 7~11 and then to the sand dunes. Derek,Justin,Chris,and Bobby were there and we hung out. fun funfun urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:27349 2004-09-19T22:44:02Z 2004-09-19T22:44:02Z Nothing Better <font size="1"> <p>~Will someone please call a surgeon who can<br>crack my ribs and repair this broken heart that<br>you're deserting for better company?<br>I can't accept that it's over: I will block the door<br>like a goalie tending the net in the third quarter<br>of a tied-game of rivalry<br>~So just say how to make it right<br>and I swear I'll do my best to comply<br>~Tell me am I right to think that there could be<br>nothing better<br>then making you my bride and slowly growing<br>old together<br><br>*I feel I must interject here, you're getting carried<br>away, feeling sorry for youself with these<br>revisions and gaps in history.<br>~So let me help you remember. I've made charts</p> <p>and graphs that should finally make it clear.<br>I've prepared a lecture on why I have to leave<br>*So please back away and let me go</p> <p>~I can't my darling I love you so...</p> <p>~Tell me am I right to think that there could be<br>nothing better<br>than making you my bride and slowly growing<br>old together<br>*don't you feed me lines about some idealistic<br>future<br>your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing<br>out the sutures<br><br>~I admit that I have made mistakes and I swear<br>I'll never wrong you again<br>*you've got a lure I can't deny, but you've had<br>your chance so say goodbye.</p></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:26310 2004-09-17T01:53:32Z 2004-09-17T01:53:32Z school..Lindsey came over and we hung out with Bella,my brother,keith,and Brad for a while.they were playing this gay game.. ate dinner and fell asleep watching Big Fish. Scotts came over.. had some fun...wooh~ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:25968 2004-09-06T22:44:32Z 2004-09-06T22:57:03Z La la Went to Kevins bonfire yesterday..eh.<br />First day of school tomorrow :( AHHH<br />Just got back from shopping.. didn't do much elts today but chill with Bella and watch Ya ya sisterhood. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:oooglygirl8:25614 2004-09-04T18:11:00Z 2004-09-04T18:11:00Z Great day only to be ruined by stupidness..